I wrote a totally massive blog about my weekend, but none of it posted, so alas it is gone.
In short, I did so much stuff this weekend with my parents, my best friend, other friends, outside, out out, movies, sunshine, clean eating, a lot of walking, shopping, dancing, tattooing, drinking, smoking, beaching… It was my idea of The most perfect weekend.
One of the most useful tools in my recovery is time and planning. It is a real danger zone and trigger if I have no plans or don’t know the exact plans. I have to know at least a rough outline of what I am doing, if not a detailed schedule.
A special thank you must go to my best pal Vicky, as she has helped me so much by planning things with me, actually wanting to do stuff, and making fake scampi together.
The sunshine is also a massive helper as it just makes everything seem so much better than when it is dark and cold. I am looking forward to the summer so much where it will be sunny all the time and I can roller blade everywhere and spend my free time meditating on the beach, and just being super pro active.
It Monday and I’m not even crying cos it’s sunny.
More interesting stuff to come I hope…
Peace & love